What is real these days?
If I only knew
then maybe life would be easier
if I knew what real friend were
then maybe I could trust again
if I knew what real love was
then maybe I could love again
If those I held dear
could not have left my side
then maybe I would feel okay
maybe life would be easier
but all of those that I trusted
they turn their backs
one by one
so I've lost hope
when you loose so much
including the only person you ever trusted
who never cared
or your best friend
that turned on you without reason
or a "trustworthy" person
who never thought to put you first
and in so little time
in less then a month
so w
You look at me with those eyes
I just freeze
I look back
and realize that I see someone special
you are more then just a friend
more then just a girl
you are someone that I love
I could care less what others think
the world can hate me forever
but as long as I'm happy, I dont care
and I know I'm happy with you
so if you feel the same, let me know
dont try to hide it
just take my hand
and have a little faith
I know how much you hurt
I know the pain others have caused
and I will try my hardest to prove I care
sometimes I think I see fears
when I look into your gaze
but I also see the one I love
and I long for the day
when
I know a girl
I know her well
She has a story
I must tell
Shes dying inside
Can you help her out
Because she needs your help
But she wont shout
She thinks she must be perfect
She must be the best
But deep down inside
Shes hurting like the rest
Sometimes she hurts more
And she's afarid to show
She so lost in her pain
and she doesnt know where to go
She doesnt know what to say
She doesnt know who to tell
Shes traped in her own darkness
Like some evil spell
Some might think its for attention
Others will just ignore
But Im afraid that if someone doesnt listen soon
This girl will be no more
So who can she trust
Just help
Be careful what you say
Be careful what you do
Be careful of who you hurt
The set off could be you
A word leads to a game
A game leads to some fun
But sometimes things go wrong
Now who has won?
Fun leads to pain
Pain leads to tears
But if you are not careful
It could also lead to fears
Fears lead to confusion
Confusion leads to hate
And then things get even worse
And there could be a deadly fate
Fate can do so much
and then you have no where to run
next thing that you know
that tormented student has a gun
a gun leads to a shot
a shot that didnt have to be heard
and it could have be prevented
with one simple word
I am strong on the outside,
inside I am dying
you see me with a smile
you never see me crying
I look like I'm having fun
you never would have known
that even in a full room
without you I feel alone
but you will never know this
you will never understand
I am only strong enough
to hide how weak I am
strong enough to fake a smile
strong enough to prove them wrong
so that when they say "you gonna make it?"
I can lie to their face and say "I'm strong"
Invisible-reality fall by Re-PresentHim, literature
Literature
Invisible-reality fall
to me, you are invisible
I wish on invisible stars
I have invisible heart aches
but you have invisible hearts
I have invisible drama
and invisible friends
I have invisible buterflies
that never want to end
for this invisibilty
I blame you all
cause the one time I needed you
u ignored my reality fall
How long is forever? by Killerkurenai94, literature
Literature
How long is forever?
How long is forever?
Will you leave me today?
Or tomorrow?
Will you leave me,
And never once look back
Regretting you ever once said I love you
Will you leave me
In four years?
In five?
Twenty?
Or will you wait by my side,
And never leave me,
Until the day we die
Side by side
Never wavering,
Never leaving,
Never straying far
Ill stay with you forever,
And just so you know,
Forever to me,
Means just what it is,
forever
Strength does not lie
In the amount of weight you can lift
Or how big your muscles are
But rather
Strength lies within each morning
When you pull yourself from the
Peaceful world of your dreams
From the realm of your subconscious being
Strength is the ability to stand in front of your mirror
And see all of your flaws
Crooked teeth
Misshapen lips
Uneven ears
See all of that, and be able to say,
Hey, I am gorgeous the way I am
Strength lies within the ability
To look someone in the eye
And say what you truly feel
To stand there, while they simmer with anger
And offer the other cheek
And not strike back
Or to stand there
Don't hate me just love me by Killerkurenai94, literature
Literature
Don't hate me just love me
You can yell at me
You can hit me
You can slap me
Do it all and hate me
It wont change the
Way I feel
I never asked to be like this
Never asked to love her
It just happened
You can tell me you love me
Even though your smiles
Never reach your eyes
They remain cold
As you glare at me
With that innocent smile
Upon your lips
I can hear you
When you talk at night
Sobbing about
How I truly am not your daughter
How you can not believe that
Such a monster ever came out of you
Even though I stand right beside you
You act like I dont exist
Like I am a stupid child,
That cant understand what you say about me
Be careful what you say
Be careful what you do
Be careful of who you hurt
The set off could be you
A word leads to a game
A game leads to some fun
But sometimes things go wrong
Now who has won?
Fun leads to pain
Pain leads to tears
But if you are not careful
It could also lead to fears
Fears lead to confusion
Confusion leads to hate
And then things get even worse
And there could be a deadly fate
Fate can do so much
and then you have no where to run
next thing that you know
that tormented student has a gun
a gun leads to a shot
a shot that didnt have to be heard
and it could have be prevented
with one simple word
Im crazy and random. I love to have fun and I love taking pictures. Im also addicted to DA and Myspace. If you want to know anything else, just ask =]
Current Residence: Indiana Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock Favourite photographer: Divinity Modeling Personal Quote: Seven Days Without Prayer Makes One WEAK
Da has an app?! Where have I been? The only reason I haven't been on is because I couldn't do anything on my phone. Well I'm back everyone. Hope to get back in to this soon. I've missed this site so much.
For anyone who cares or remembers me, I just want to say I'm back now! Life has been crazy and for the first time in a few years I finally have constant access to my account again. I'm hoping to add new photos soon. I took some a while back of someone and I've held onto them just so I can post them here when I get the chance.
So message me. Talk to me. I don't care what you say as long someone realizes I still exist. Lol
Here soon I'm going to give a short list of updates from my life so you guys know what's been going on the past few years. That way I can be back in the loop.
I have missed this site so much and I'm happy to be back.
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